I didn't use to think it was so tough until I was diagnosed with a couple of other chronic illnesses.  Now it's more difficult and it seems like more work.  I find I don't care as much as I used to even though I still keep up my same routine.  It's not like I've started eating junk food and not taking my insulin, it's just that I feel defeated by it all sometimes.  I know how Wayne must feel and others who are struggling.   I always try to remember and count my blessings.  Some days it's easier to not feel resentment towards the physical things that get in my way, but sometimes it feels frustrating.  My subconscious says "why bother?"  I know that I will keep plugging away and be happy, but some days seem more difficulet than others. 

Terri

Edited 1 time by DylanGypsy Aug 2 10 4:01 PM.