Mornin' Jak     Thanks for writing a book about your time since surgery !!   Think of what is transpiring & kind of relate it to this situation  ......  walking to the alter  ........  take two steps forward & one back, never mind rushing because you are pregnant!!   I well realize that in these cases your mind & body are not on the same page, extremely difficult to get mind set in correct gear for the speed bumps ahead. Even after 40+ years since rehab I still have to "watch my step". Take time getting back to work, your brain will dictate a new script of which you ** should ** follow ..... here I am preaching & didn't do ...... paid for it.   Oh boy,   the OLD story  ....... experience is the best teacher  .........  hint, you are doing that daily for the past 49+ years.  

Wishing you all the best with clearing these speed bumps at warp speed.     You know what I'm trying to say but maybe shut one of the engines off on the Enterprise !!