Lee Ann, trust me you will beat this. I've been there and went through all the treatments. I am in remission now, and all I can say is focus on the positive even though there will be days you want to give up. DON'T let it get to you. We have to still be around to kick a few more butts. You will be in our prayers.
Rest when you can. Keep us posted when you feel up to it.
JofNile